Letter to myself

Dear self.

Can you change yourself? Please, do not be the old Neeza anymore. You should never care about anyone else after this except your and your family. Because in the end, you are the one who will be hurt, suffer and pain. 

Do you never get tired of being stabbed? Do you never get tired being ignored when you are in hardship to survive? Do you ever tired waiting for their invitation in their leisure times? Do you never get tired for waiting the ones you love and care who actually never bother whether you are alive or not? And ever they care whether you are sick or not and do they wish for you?

Do you never get tired and exhausted when it is happened for many, many times?

Being the old you, people always see more bad and evil from you rather than your kindness. While you always help them in sincere heart and trust without any prejudice. You always be there to help when they are in hardship. And always worried and asked about their conditions when they get sick and always wish for their health.

But they ever care about you?

The concept of "buat baik dibalas baik, buat jahat dibalas jahat" is no longer exist especially at the end of time in this world. Come your sense! Face the reality of the world today. Hope you will be think deeper about this and change yourself. Don't bother about what others think because in the end, who will take care of you and your heart otherwise yourself?

Sincerely from,

Your Heart and Soul.

I am craving! Spicy Korean Noodle

Seriously?! I am never expecting that I will crave just of ramen. OMG. Last Saturday, I watched final episode of Wang's Family on Youtube. Then, I, accidentally opened one video of "Spicy Korean Noodle Challenge"by Zack Merican ft Aisyah Aziz.

Then, I continued to watch videos made by other vloggers who did the same challenge. Watching them eating the Spicy Korean Noodle made me craved on it. Waaa! :( Sincerely, I never try out this ramen before.

the most funny video of the challenge *i think*

Actually, on that Thursday, when I went back to college from my mid semester break, I went to Giant Shah Alam in Seksyen 13 to buy food stocks. Well, you know, I get a college which far far far away from food store. My college cafeteria? Nah. Never opened since ages. So, in case if I get hungry in midnight, at least I have some food stocks on my wardrobe. While, I walked around and around to look for dry food, I saw a corner of ramen! And I talked to my friend, Afiq (originally name is Afiqah, she is a girl okay).. 

"Ramen inilah yang famous itu".

But that time, I did not have intention to buy it because seriously it's too costly. RM25 just for one pack contain 5 packets (please have make sense Neeza, it is imported from Korea!). Sincerely, another side of me, saying that  "It's not worth enough for you to buy it" but another side me, "Just buy it laaaa". At the end, I just ignored the ramen.

Samyang Spicy Korean Noodle, I still doubt "pedas sangat ke?"

But now, I am really really really regretting for not buying that ramen since I am really craving on it! Haha. Never expecting that it will turn out like this. So, anyone, who willingly to buy it for me? :') Pleaseeeeeeee :D

Lots of love,

Haneeza Mohamad

Cyclez Cafe Muar

Dah lama tak buat review. Jadinya kali ini nak #honestreview sebab memang best sangat nak share dengan you alls. Okay, ceritanya macam ini. Dua atau 3 bulan yang lalu..

Anis *my beyff* dah beberapa kali ajak Neeza masuk cafe ini setiap kali pergi Wetex Parade (well, satu-satunya mall paling gah dekat Muar ini :') ). Since Anis ini belum dapat hadiah birthday dia tahun lepas *nak bagi hadiah buku, tak nak,hehe* niat nak belanja dia time itu, so ikutkan selera dia jelah. 

Asalnya kami tak tahu nak makan dekat mana. Kalau Neeza prefer Old Town sebab ada wifi. Anis nak ke Sushi King tapi tak ada wifilah. Dah depan Sushi King tapi berat betul aku nak ikutkan selera minah ini *monolog dalam hati*. Akhirnya, Anis ajak Neeza ke Cyclez Cafe ini since we pun tak pernah pergi. Tapi Neeza cakap dekat dia dulu,

" Tanya ada wifi tak? "

Hahaha. Biasalah, orang zaman sekarang mana boleh hidup tanpa internet. Lagipun dah jadi city people, tau jelah, kalau pergi mana-mana restoran, anggapannya mesti ada wifi. Huhu.

Cyclez Cafe, pintu depan dan dalaman berkonsepkan basikal *sumber gambar FB Cyclez Cafe*

Okay balik cerita tadi. Anis ini lah kena pergi tanya dekat pelayan itu. Haha *jahatnya aku* Pelayan itu kata ada. Pegang tangan Anis, okay, Anis, set jom masuk *nampak tak Neeza yang terlebih over time itu* Hehe. That time, Neeza ambil set chicken chop without rice *since tengah diet* dan Anis ambil chicken chop with rice.

Dari situlah Neeza dah mula suka pergi cafe ini. Nak tahu tak?

Baru ini Neeza cuti pertengahan semester. For sure, I am going back home. Since, seorang pun bff I yang tak dapat cuti (untuk yang bekerja) dan bercanggah dengan cuti mid sem, so I decide to hangout alone. It's not bad, actually. Sometimes, you need time for your own self, am I right?

Then, I decide to go to Cyclez Cafe again.

Kali ini nak rasa dessert which set coffee dan kek. Seriously, I really like their coffee especially latte. Suprisingly, tak sangka ada rainbow cake! You know what? Dah sebulan lebih, Neeza craving nak makan rainbow cake! Sangat. Malangnya asyik tak berkesempatan je nak makan rainbow cake. Huhu. *sorrylah tak ada special boyfriend yang boleh bagi kita benda yang kita craving nak makan :-p*

Maka puas hati sangat dapat makan rainbow cake dengan latte. Sambil itu surfing internet buat kerja sikit Tak sangka sampai berjam-jam. Perut pula lapar sangat. Then, decide buatlah second order. Kali ini try Malay Cuisine pula, iaitu Mee Hoon Tomyam. Lagipun tekak masa itu rasa macam nak makan mee yang berkuah. For me, memang sedaplah. Isinya banyak dan pedasnya pun ada,

Lepas makan, sambung surfing lagi. :-p

Rasa macam dah lewat sangat, terus pergi kaunter dan bayar. In Shaa Allah, akan datang lagi pada masa akan datang. *bukannya selalu balik Muar*

Bagi Neeza, Cyclez Cafe memang best sebab..

1. Wifi

Malah ada plug dekat kebanyakan meja, in case bawa charger kalau bateri habis masa surfing.

2. Makanan dan harga

Paling puas hati *bagi Neeza tau, lain orang lain citarasa* rainbow cake dan latte. Makanan dekat sini portion besar. Berbaloi dengan harganya. Berpatutan tau.

3. Environment

Cyclez Cafe ini konsep macam hipster pada pandangan Neeza. I like their interior. Suasana kedai pun sangat menyenangkan.

4. Pekerja/Pelayan restoran

Mereka sangat ramah gila. Masa first time datang dulu dan second time kali ini, still sama layanan mereka. Everytime customers enter the cafe, they will greet. Mereka sabar entertain their customers. *macam Neeza, lambat pilih menu sebab rambang tak tahu makan apa,haha*

A great experience here. Kipidap Cyclez Cafe! I hope, in future, Cyclez Cafe still be the same, instead be the best cafe ever.

CYCLEZ CAFE
06-953 6188
10 AM-10 PM
Level 3, Wetex Parade, Muar.

So, that's all my honest review for today. Lepas ini, restoran manakah pilihan Neeza? Tunggu.

Salam sayang.

Business Partner or Myself?

Esok Neeza nak pergi SSM untuk renew pendaftaran. Membazir betul setahun ini tak giat buat bisnes. Tapi kenapa tak terminate? Haha. Sebab kali ini nak bisnes betul-betul. Dengan kegawatan ekonomi sekarang, memang kena menyahut seruan Ahmad Maslan untuk buat 2 kerja. Huhuhu. Lagipun, dah sampai masa Neeza cari duit sendiri. Hati teringin juga nak pergi travel, food hunter macam kengkawan lain (I'm not from rich family and I didn't apply for PTPTN). Jadi duit cukup-cukup nak survive. Then, nak lah start kumpul duit persediaan mendirikan masjid. Hehe. (But, it does not mean that future husband cuci kaki bila nak kahwin dengan I, kena sama-sama cari duit juga). Walaupun belum ada calon bakal suami lagi. Hahaha. :-p Dah nama pun persediaan. Hihi.

Tapi sekarang ini masih dalam pertimbangan. Nak buat bisnes apa, memang dah ada. Cuma dari segi modal agak sakitlah kalau nak buat seorang. Tapi sebenarnya okay kalau buat seorang. Hmm. Orang-orang tua berkata berdua lebih baik kan? Hahaha. Bila ada bisnes partner, network lebih ramai. Lagi motivate sebab akan saling ingat-mengingati dan kita akan ada rasa lagi bertanggungjawab nak push sale untuk balik modal (permulaan lah).

Cuma bila nak cari bisnes partner, hat ni yang payah. Mostly Neeza berkawan dengan kawan-kawan yang memang tak minat bisnes. Haha. Macam mana Neeza boleh masuk dengan mereka, entah lah. Haha. Nak cari orang luar, takut lah pula rasanya. Kang kalau tak balik modal, mampuih kena maki terajang. Well, nak cakap awal-awal, I tak janjikan bulan bintang bisnes ini untung. Nak untung, masing-masing kena rajin, hati sado dan kental buat marketing push sale.

Dari pengalaman bisnes Neeza sendiri, adalah sikit ilmu nak push sale sebab sebelum ini pernah jadi agent, dropship. So I know what is mean by zero marketing. Cuma nak guna tools FB Ads, itu belum ada kesempatan sebab memerlukan belanjawan yang tinggi. Nak menuntut berguru kan, kena keluarkan ongkos. Kalau zero marketing ini, purata dari pengalaman sebenarnya. Huhu.

Jadinya, I still can't decide lagi. DILEMA weyyyy. :( Any suggestion?

Salam sayang.

-Haneeza Mohamad-

Introvert kah aku?

Manusia ini boleh berubah. Mungkin dia berbeza sekarang dari yang kau kenal dahulu. Tak mustahil. Dan Neeza pun rasa Neeza berubah kot *muhasabah diri*. Zaman degree ini, sepatutnya kau semakin extrovert Neeza oi tapi terbalik pula, semakin introvert. Hmmm.

Characteristics of Introvert

• Passive.

• Sensitive.

• Really shy.

• Loner.

• Solve problems in their head.

• Have one great friend only.

Kawan Neeza pernah kata "orang yang aktif dalam media sosial ini sebenarnya introvert dalam real life". Dia kata contoh paling dekat ialah Neeza. Hahaha. Sampai hati. Tapi macam betul apa dia cakap. Hmm. Ada tak cabaran untuk orang yang introvert macam Neeza ini?

Seriously, ada.

Terutama dah masuk degree life. Banyak kerja groupie. Seriously, susah sangat nak cari group untuk assignment. Bila semester ini, dah masuk kelas lain *ikut minor course*, dah terpisah dengan classmates semester lepas yang rapat, dan classmates semester ini pun dah ada group-group mereka *based on their past class*, that's why, accidentally, I become introvert. I guess.

Semester ini Neeza akui Neeza banyak nangis hanya sebabkan kerja groupie ini. I try to become extrovert but I fail. Sampaikan Neeza rasa nak berhenti dan apply USM or Unisel. Tapi bila fikir yang Neeza pernah broken my mom's heart into pieces during matriculation dulu dan my bff classmate pun nasihatkan Neeza,

"kau ingat dengan lari ke tempat lain, guarantee ke kau tak kan hadapi masalah ini lagi?"

so just follow the flow lah.

Try psycho diri sendiri kenapa perlu down? Dah personaliti macam itu. Mungkin itu sebab kau kena berjaya dan ada bisnes sendiri nanti. Dan another side of being introvert, the good thing is, you become really independent and not easily give up. Hari-hari psycho kan diri untuk motivate. Kah!

I know, it's not easy to get a piece of paper certificate called DEGREE. Appaun korang tolang doakan ya agar personaliti introvert Neeza berkurangan dan berjaya harungi cabaran dalam degree life ini.

Sekian.

Salam sayang.
-Haneeza Mohamad-