Letter to myself

Dear self.

Can you change yourself? Please, do not be the old Neeza anymore. You should never care about anyone else after this except your and your family. Because in the end, you are the one who will be hurt, suffer and pain. 

Do you never get tired of being stabbed? Do you never get tired being ignored when you are in hardship to survive? Do you ever tired waiting for their invitation in their leisure times? Do you never get tired for waiting the ones you love and care who actually never bother whether you are alive or not? And ever they care whether you are sick or not and do they wish for you?

Do you never get tired and exhausted when it is happened for many, many times?

Being the old you, people always see more bad and evil from you rather than your kindness. While you always help them in sincere heart and trust without any prejudice. You always be there to help when they are in hardship. And always worried and asked about their conditions when they get sick and always wish for their health.

But they ever care about you?

The concept of "buat baik dibalas baik, buat jahat dibalas jahat" is no longer exist especially at the end of time in this world. Come your sense! Face the reality of the world today. Hope you will be think deeper about this and change yourself. Don't bother about what others think because in the end, who will take care of you and your heart otherwise yourself?

Sincerely from,

Your Heart and Soul.